I decide to let go. A short trip of a lifetime. People come and go. Change is the only constant. We sometimes refuse to hear what others are telling us implicitly or explicitly. We want what we want despite the various forms of rejection. I hope I find it in me to let it go, and to not want something that will only thrive in my head. I guess the best thing is time and space. Life has taught me in these 25 years to harden my heart no matter how tender it may be. I sometimes pray for revelation in this regard, and I guess I’ve been told the answer countless times. Help me to help myself and not hurt others in the process. All is fair in a game of relationships. Help me. I refuse to walk away hurting, but I know it’s okay to walk away hurting. A bit too far gone not to hurt.